reasons for which had happened
it juz started not long ago.. a month ago.. well it happened pretty fast.. to me it really seems like a dream..
a dream will always remain as dream, which is unlikely to come true n hardly will come true..
but there r certain dreams which would come true, when u believe! but definitely it's not this type of dream :)
i'd always wanted to be in this kinda "dream" all these while .. n finally, it seems like a dream come true and finally im in it, being the main "actress" well, but the main "actor" is not wat i wanted.. perhaps, after having this "dream" making me realizing wat kinda dream i've always asking for n wanted all my life..
when im not dreaming of it, im asking to dream about it
but when im really in this dream, i wanted to pull myself out of it!
perhaps, im juz asking for too much, n im those type whose not easily being satisfied.. or maybe im too demanding in this kinda "dream" ...
or maybe not.. im juz taking my time to realized wat kinda "Dream" tht im actually looking for.. wit this kinda "passer-by" would make me realized tht things i want/ i actually wanted in my life.. only then i noe exactly wat im pursuing for in life..
realizing tt in a way making my life easier, as i noe wat i want.. but on the other and, it makes my life miserable, as in, where do i get it ? n how ? is not ez!
when it's time to pull myself out of the "dream" of course, i do feel a little reluctant to do, even though it's not the dream im asking for.. feeling like, when u let go, when would u get this kinda dream again? even though knowing its not the rite dream!
i noe, this is selfish.. but it's juz a feeling..
but then again, i had let go realized tht it is the right time to wake up, n pull myself out from a dream which it wasnt wat im looking for.. without wanting to waste time!
having getting confirmation, realizing wat i really n actually wanted.. really freed me from a whole lot of burden! *maybe* but i really do, feel much better after pulling myself out from the world of confusion! somehow, i wish tht tht dream i used to be in, will stop chasing my n catch me in again.. :) i noe it will, soon...
to me everything happens for a reason! it's the matter of how do i wanna look at it... it's all my prerogative :)
a dream will always remain as dream, which is unlikely to come true n hardly will come true..
but there r certain dreams which would come true, when u believe! but definitely it's not this type of dream :)
i'd always wanted to be in this kinda "dream" all these while .. n finally, it seems like a dream come true and finally im in it, being the main "actress" well, but the main "actor" is not wat i wanted.. perhaps, after having this "dream" making me realizing wat kinda dream i've always asking for n wanted all my life..
when im not dreaming of it, im asking to dream about it
but when im really in this dream, i wanted to pull myself out of it!
perhaps, im juz asking for too much, n im those type whose not easily being satisfied.. or maybe im too demanding in this kinda "dream" ...
or maybe not.. im juz taking my time to realized wat kinda "Dream" tht im actually looking for.. wit this kinda "passer-by" would make me realized tht things i want/ i actually wanted in my life.. only then i noe exactly wat im pursuing for in life..
realizing tt in a way making my life easier, as i noe wat i want.. but on the other and, it makes my life miserable, as in, where do i get it ? n how ? is not ez!
when it's time to pull myself out of the "dream" of course, i do feel a little reluctant to do, even though it's not the dream im asking for.. feeling like, when u let go, when would u get this kinda dream again? even though knowing its not the rite dream!
i noe, this is selfish.. but it's juz a feeling..
but then again, i had let go realized tht it is the right time to wake up, n pull myself out from a dream which it wasnt wat im looking for.. without wanting to waste time!
having getting confirmation, realizing wat i really n actually wanted.. really freed me from a whole lot of burden! *maybe* but i really do, feel much better after pulling myself out from the world of confusion! somehow, i wish tht tht dream i used to be in, will stop chasing my n catch me in again.. :) i noe it will, soon...
to me everything happens for a reason! it's the matter of how do i wanna look at it... it's all my prerogative :)
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