til it hits me

it's been really awhile i've not been feeling this way.. well, it finally hits me back in a sudden.. it's pretty depressing in a way...

usually i feel nothing, when i see things like this, but it's different this time.. i'm so affected by it.. it makes me feel envy in some way.. like, the question pops up, asking, where is mine? when will it be?

it's pretty sad...